///hear me roar///

Tuesday, July 17, 2001

hmm... well i'm feeling better this morning than i was yesterday. i talked to a good friend i hadn't talked to in awhile and was missing, and she made me feel a bit better :) a couple other people were also nice and helped :)

after dan came home i was still pretty blah and he tried everything he could to cheer me up. such a sweetheart. he actually picked me up and carried me up the stairs and outside, just to sit together outside and talk. he said the outdoors would make me feel better. and he was right... :) so we pretty much just layed around till dinner, then we ate, and after that we went over to richard's to watch a movie. i like richard. at first i thought i didn't, but the more i hang out with him the more i realize that he's like me. he's just really quiet and reserved until you get to know him better. maybe people are confused about me at first too? *shrugs* anyway, we watched this very silly german movie called "the killer condom"!! hehe, about these little condoms that bit off the guys' dicks after they were rolled on. it was very humorous.

then we came home and went to bed :) falling asleep to him also makes me feel better. mmm, i really love that boy. its very scary being so in love with someone. but wonderful at the same time :)
Jessica 7:06 AM