///hear me roar///

Wednesday, October 31, 2001

yah. i went and took that math test... it was bad. very bad. the whole last page i had no idea what i was doing, and i know i didn't do the right thing because i got really ridiculous answers that made no sense *sigh* how in the world can i have an A in something like zoology, but i can't get past the simplest math class? grrrr. i don't like math.

so anyway... i went to the doctor, got meds for my tonsillitis. i hate my tonsils. i get this every 2-3 weeks. as soon as i get the chance, these babies are coming out.

i talked to my dad for the first time in many months. that was weird, kinda emotionally straining. turns out, i've had medical insurance for 6 months. thanks dad. i could've had my wisdom teeth and my tonsils taken out this summer. nice of him to let me know. grrr. my teeth are killing me, i get whole mouth aches along with headaches, and a mouth full of blood every time i brush my teeth. blar.

so yeah. i was a little down yesterday. i'm just emotionally drained. not just b/c of my dad, though he definitely adds to it, but a ton of other things, too. every close friend i have (all 3 of them :P) either really needs me right now or is pissed at me. both of those can strain someone. not that i mind helping my friends, god i love it when i can help them feel better!! but it's definitely taking it's toll on my emotions. also, this probably sounds silly, but i finally got the three older male gerbils to their new home yesterday, and i really miss them, a lot :(

but then, last night around... 11? dan came over. he had this absolutely gorgeous bouquet of flowers for me. i mean *gorgeous*... he gave me this huge hug, and he laid down in bed with me, and stroked my hair till i fell asleep. he told me he was there so that i could have a break. god, he's such a sweetheart. sometimes i really don't know what i would do without him. i don't deserve such wonderful treatment, but i appreciate it very much. i've never been so in love as i am this morning. i love you snoopy :)

and on that happy (but very sappy, i know) note, i'll go climb back in bed i think :)


Jessica 6:14 AM