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Thursday, August 09, 2001

so last night i laid in dan's arms and cried. for some reason, i feel really alone lately. i have no one here except dan. and don't get me wrong, i love him more than i've ever loved anyone or anything... but a girl needs more than just her boyfriend to talk to, ya know? i talked a lot to trissy last night, that was nice. we joked around about starting a club, heh. for people like us with serious problems and basically no support. i don't know, i just feel extremely alone. i just want someone to open up to! someone to talk to, someone to kinda share my life with, ya know? talk about everyday things, even... and when i need it, someone to listen to me when i'm upset. i share everything with dan, but i feel bad, i feel like i'm dumping on him. and i know its not healthy to rely on one person for emotional support. i don't know, i just feel like i have no real friends... i make them, and then i loose them, so quickly and so easily! i feel like there's something wrong with me, i hardly ever feel as if i'm valuable to anyone. argh. i just want someone to talk to..... maybe i'm just being blah because it's that time of the month, i don't know. but i've been thinking about this a lot, and it makes me sad.

on another note, nothing really happened today. played video games, went to nicole's and waited for the cable guy, yadda yadda yadda. but did i talk to anyone... nope.
Jessica 5:21 PM

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